Remembering My Puddy Boy

To my beloved Puddy Boy ❤️

Mommy miss you so so much.

❤️❤️❤️

Thanks you for bring so much joy and love to all those year.

My darling boy, You are my forever and ever love

Lots of love

Mommy & Daddy

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

 

Gotcha Day 2023

Mom always forgets my Birth Day ( September 3rd ) but Gotcha Day. Because I was a street kitty who was rescued by my famewly's neighbour. My birthday was set by the VET, it was not a real deal. 

The real deal is my Gotcha Day. It's always be the day of happiness. And me and mom would love to keep it that way.

As many of you already knew.We got a new member.... my bro, Huggie. He was a Thai street cat. He was rescued by one of cat cafe in Bangkok, Thailand ( AKA cat shelter  who find a home for kitties). Mom adopted him on September 10, 2023.

My mom has a reputation to be a forgetful person so we are going to set Huggie's Gotcha Day to be the same day as mine !

tee...heh... Angel Puddy'style !

To keep September 20 to be a happy day as always

To be a day we found love... more love.... lots of love

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Please welcome my bro, Huggie

and

Happy Gotcha Day to Huggie and to me, Angel Puddy

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Read Angel Puddy's Gotcha Day stories click here > Gotcha day

Back To The Past

Actual date : 16 July 2017

Puddy is sweet, I can never refuse him.

❤

Thanks so much for all your kindness. Thanks to love my boy, Mr. Puddy.

He is my forever boy.

It's hard to live without him.

As everyone who lost our beloved furry baby. We learn to live with it.

New Day, New Me ?

As you all know, I am ashes and bones now.

And

As we told you, my mom wants to divide my remaining

and put into several urns so I can be everywhere in a house.

BUT... I DO NOT EXPECTED THIS !!!

A fluffy bag ! ... And it looks like SMUDGE !!!

If you look on the left : you will see all color of furry bags. Mom bought from online shopping apps.

Reminder : Smudge is my next door kitty in Melbourne, Australia

After work, she put some of my ashes and bones in this creepy bag.

It is an unusual thing normal human would do. But that's my mom.

Well, it's okay for me, as long as she happy.

FOR COD SAKE ! WHAT'S CHOICE DO I HAVE !!

Good news for you guys and me.

We have to put up with her insanity... just for this one.

Next Post ... We going to back to the past..

LOVE

xox

Angel Puddy Boy

 

A Tin Cat

' When humans lost their beloved kitty, They seem drowning in sadness terribly. Some didn't even known those feeling is about to drag them down to a bottom of pain and caged them with agony' ~ Boom ( Puddy Cat's Mom )

It was my mom's words. It looks like she know grief so well, doesn't she ? but ...NOPE ! 

She just normal mom who is still grieving over her kitty.... ME !

Some hours she looks like she is okay....Like.. be normal herself ....Just a minute, she was crying... missing me, .... Hugging a tin,. .. Whining to a tin ' Oh...Puddy ! how I can do without you ? ' , ' Puddy you just not a cat, You are my baby ! "

Her emotional is like a roller coaster ride. It's probably like some human did explain a stage of grief.....

Healing is not linear, You are allowed to have days where it hurts a little more. ~ We the urban

But how many days you want to be like this, Mommy ???

Me as angel now. Of course, I never ever wanted to see my mom in this way. She has her own life to get going. I'm an Aussie Cat by birth. I'm an Aussie Aussie by nature. We are strong and we don't do sooky lala..when we have difficulties. We Aussie often says ' Well, 'That's life ! Get on with it, Mate ! ' We do what we have to do... That's it ! Simple !

What do I do to help mom ?

Well... me is not a kitty kitty anymore. I'm ashes & bones in a biscuit tin AKA ...' Angel Puddy ' 

You bet ! ...How can I help her ?

Listen to this...When I was alive and well. Long time ago, She read a lots about you guys.

What's about ???

We kitties can sense how our human is feeling. When they are sad..., You guys came over to your human and comfort them. Yeah... You ! You, kitties ! I'm talking to you ! You made me look BADDDD ! because I ran away from her...MOL 😹

Well, I don't like to see human crying.... Sometime mom even grabbed me and put me next to her. She had high hope me to stay by her side. She though I might changing my mind. And I might do.. like many good kitties do. To comfort human in their difficult times. NOP ! I has my own style... POOF !.... I'm GONE !!

Later my mom learned. If she wants me to sit next to her or be near her, She has to behave ! Be a good mood person ! Be a positive ! and then we can talk about it.

Now as you all know I am a dead cat. My mom is suffering dearly because of grief. Just like many of yours who has lost before.

I never wanted she to be like that. Seriously, I never wanted to give her that kind of vibes, A negative vibes !

🐈‍⬛ .. I, Mr Puddy or Angel Puddy now I am a cheerful happy kitty and fun. And I am a kitty. WE KITTIES, WE DO PURRS !  WE ONLY SEND POSITIVE VIBES 

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But now she seems forgets about it. Which is so sad for me who loves her . So she has to come back to her senses. She doesn’t need to live with sadness forever and ever. I have to remind her who I am and give her a job !

COD ! I couldn't believe I still have to do this even I am ashes and bones NOW! ... Mama Meow

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The third day after my dead. She still didn't get better. She embraced grief as if it's a new version of herself. She didn't even go to work ( Monday ). That worries me.

So in that morning when she put me, a tin on her chest, and randomly checked my FB notifications. I gave her some hints ! I hope she can read my mind.

Before I show you what the notifications. I have to tell you about the first day I was in a tin. My mom told me she wanted to divide my remaining and put them in several containers. And I will show up in many spots in our house, car and in an urn locket. That's for herself.

For me, She asked where else I wanna be ? In a garden ? and whereabout ? . She asked me to give her some signs.

So I answered her in the next morning by first FB notification she randomly clicked. 

Voila ! I want to be in a garden next to my CAT-NIP bushes

My mom doesn't have a green thumb,

she spent 8 years to grow Cat-Nip Plants for me successfully.

Here, in this garden bed.

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My Second hints,

Second randomly notification is...

Ta da my last handsome photo.

Many months I didn't have much good photo of me,

According to my sickness. This is my last handsome photo when I was alive as a kitty.

To remind my grieving mom,  I am a beautiful boy who always bright her day as she often sing me
' 🎶 You are my sunshine ☀️ You makes me happy 🎶 ' Mom should not be so sad, she can miss me. She can think about our good old day. And if she couldn't remember well, she can always go back to my blog posts. We have two blogs one is for our Melbourne's stories ' Everyday Cat Visitor ' or our second blog here  ' Mr Puddy + ' AKA ' Angel Puddy + '

She has to move on like many pawrents of my kitties friends who has lost. Mom has to get going and live her life.

After she sees these two photos, She knew I am talking to her. She gets it !

She is crying again. Not the tear of sadness but the tear that allowed her to heal. She got my messages 💕

Then she click FB home to see my friends daily updated.  First few posts of our friends she saw was a beautiful sun flower and many pink flowers were popping up to her eyes.

My mom always pick pink color for me even the tin she put my ashes and bones. It was nine pink peony flowers in a black background : Pink color means happiness. The Pink Peony is a symbol of love.

That made my mom realized I want her to be happy 🌸🌸🌸

To friends who we are cropped and post your photos without your permission. You can ask mom to remove if you are not okay : according to your privacy but please don't sue mom. She just want to thank you.

And the last photo shows one of our friend post, Talking about her difficult past, and now she has overcome her difficulties. And now she lives happily with big smile. I proud of her. That's another hints for mom " You can do it too ! "

My mom she got my messages with happy tears.

After that she went to have a shower. She heard a sound of tin pop. She guesses I tell her to hurry up. Warning her... She needs to put me ( some of my ashes and bones ) under the cat-nip bushes before the sun hit hard. She smiles and get dress. She says to herself " Even you are a tin cat, you are still bossy, Puddy ! ' She divined some of my ashes and bones and put in a garden where exactly I want to be.... 🐾 🐾

My remaining, ashes and bones.

I'm underneath my cat-nip bushes now.

And some parts of me, my mom poured inside a ceramic cat.

Its on the top shelves of our living room.

So I can watch her from here as well.

I might be gone as a cat, but I guess I can still be your forever.

Mom will keep posting about me from time to time.

There were some of my stories have not yet told. We hope you guys don't mind.

Lots of Love as Always 

💕💕💕💕💕

xox

Angel Puddy Boy

Cremation

Warning : This post has multi- pictures of my dead body and some story of spiritual belief. If you are sensitive with those. Please Skip, You have no need to continue.

My mom has no intention of to bring her suffering to all your pawrents. Concerning you to skip as well. You have no need, we do understand you completely.

My blog is always telling my stories since I first met her and will continue to do so. It was very personal. It's her tremendous pain. It's only for some friends who are okay to deal with this sensitive topic. * Comments are off *

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August 12, 2023 : The day I died

My death brought so much grief to my mom. All she wants is... 

to spend more time with me. She kissed me and hugged me as if I was alive. She hugged me as long as she could but time is crucial. Body without soul turning stiff very easily after one hour after bathed, dried and combed me. My body started to getting hard it was very difficult to bend. No matter how much my mom wanted to continue to hug me. She had to get over it and prepared my body to be fit in the freezer before my organs are breaking down. Especially we live in a hot humid climate. We planed to stay one last night together. No choice for mom she had too quickly prepare my body for cremation.

Puddy's eyes couldn't be closed.

Mom did a good job. I looked as if I were alive and just sleep.

My fur was still soft and silky

She put some fresh nip and bamboo leaves for me

because she know I love them.

At night mom often opened a door and talked to me.

A tiny magnet in front of a freezer door

Once mom put me inside a freezer and shut a door, and all of a sudden, she cried badly once she saw a little magnet in front of a door. She got this tiny magnet long time ago from her little sister. She really love it because it's tuxedo kitty. My mom has long distance eyesight so she often didn't see it because it's so tiny.

It was ironic. it looks exactly the same as the way she just put me in a box and in the freezer. My mom has never thought she have to put me in there. She cried heavily.

This freezer is going to haunt her. Telling her how she spent one last night with me.

She couldn't sleep. She thought all over about what was happened then she realized. When I passed away on hospital bed. She didn't put me in my carrier as she normally does but put me inside a car straight away next to her seat. My carrier went before me because it was a mess with my stinky pee and crumbs. She did call me home when she was carrying me but it was unusual thing we do after we visited a hospital.

In Thailand, most people do believe once soul leaves a body. Your family have to call the soul. Telling him/her to go home with you. Otherwise the spirit will wander around in nowhere. he/she will be lost there.

Mom got my body but she was not sure about my soul. Because she couldn't feel me. ( She had some experiences )

She started to get paranoid for no reasons. She keeps asking me to show her some signs... whatever signs ! ...To confirmed her I was home with her. It can be ...meow, purrs, walked with my nails, do the litter box, anything... Anythings

Quiet.... Nothing happens.

Mom was under her delusion because of grief and fear.

She set alarm clock at 4.10 am. and planed to go back to hospital with my carrier to call me back. It was going to be a huge embarrassment but she did not care. She wants to be sure I am home with my body and soul. No wonder around in nowhere.

If I not show her any signs of being home , mom absolutely stuck with her insane plan.

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August 13, 2023 : Cremation

My mom's words :

' Before my alarm clock on,  Puddy come to let me know I don’t need to go to hospital to get him again.

He is here .. he made two scratches at my door. I woke up but I didn’t open my eyes. I hold his pillow as if I hugged him. I pet him as I usually do. I told him today it’s going to be a traumatized day for him. I told him our schedule and what is cremation.

' It's going to be very scary experience for you, Puddy...It's going to be really hot. Don’t be scared, okay ? It might look like you are burning to hell but it's not. Its just the way your body turns into another form. The form of one being is returning to nature. To 5 elements : Earth, Water, Fire, Wind and Space. '

' Puddy, you have to wait there till a process finishes. Don’t go anywhere. Once you turned yourself to be ashes and bones, mommy is going to put you in an urn and we are going home together. I love you forever and I love you as always. Thanks to come to my life, thanks for brought me so much joy , thanks to be with me till this time, thanks to help me go through difficulties in life. Thanks to save me, my boy. My Puddy boy. I love you to the moon back and forward. You always be my sunshine whenever I think about you. I miss you my dear boy. You are the best cat in the world for mommy. You are one of the best things ever happened in my life. Love you very much, Puddy Boy '

"When the time has come,

A cremator couldn't turn on the oven for 15 min.

Well, I was scared as hell even I already dead ! ''

~  Puddy in an oven at 7.45 am. August 13, 2023

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Puddy : September 3, 2008 - August 12, 2023 ( 14 years old )

I was home now. Mom put my ashes & bones in this container because she thought it was beautiful just like me I'm a beautiful boy who bright up her life for 13 years. She picked a biscuit tin because it's not easy to break and she can hug me. Yeah... She is a nut case at this point.

My first real time, I met my mom was late January 2010. I was her neighbour cat,  I was a cat visitor. Mom started my first blog as ' Everyday Visitor ' on June 27, 2010 because of me. Obviously, she fall for me badly.

I love you, mom even you couldn't see me as before. And I knew you love me very much. Try not to cry, mom. Nothing you have to worry about me. I'm good. I am with all my kitties friends who went before me. I will watch over you from rainbow bridge or may be from my remains.

Thanks so much to all friends. To every single of you !

All your comments are greatly overwhelming. Thanks from a bottom of our heart for every comments you did for me and for my mom. In my blog or FB. It means a lots to us.

To Carolyn Retallick :

Your special request has accepted but I don't think it will be so soon. You still have a serious obligation with Mr. Poo. My advice " You stuck with that ! ", Don't you dare fear a future not yet come "

To Cecilia and Angel Madi : Me and mom love what you do with my name. It's really beautiful and make my mom has an emotional cry. She is really appreciated.

P  urrfect Tuxie MAN from head to toe

U were loved to the moon and back

D arling adventurous

D elightful commentary on your blog

Y ou gave all who knew you reasons to SMILE

To Mark's Mews

Thanks so much to share your grief with mom. She was crying hard for your great grief too. Hugs to you.

Lots of love as always 

💕💗💖

xox

Puddy Boy

Time to say good bye 💔

 

If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever.

Love you forever, Puddy..My darling boy

xox

Mommy

August 12, 2023

5.45 am. Mom woke up and saw me not alright. Mom quickly got me in a car. She drove as fast as she could to my animal hospital.

On the way to hospital, I breathed really fast and loud. Mom has never ever heard of this kind of breathing. It was really fast and loud. Mom told me “ Puddy, baby hangs in there, we almost there ! “

We almost reached hospital I got out to pee in the litter tray behind the backseat and I covered it. I always good at that. Do things properly for mom even now it was really hard for me to breathe. I made it to my carrier while mom was driving. My pee actually didn't go into a litter tray but all over my hinge leg. Not for long we reached at hospital.

Mom took a carrier ran inside, told the front it was emergency he couldn’t breathe. The front went to get a doctor and nurses. Mom took me in an emergency room. She put me on a hospital bed she told me “ Puddy you will make it. You are in a good hand now. Okay? ‘ 

My throat full with sticky phlegm. Mom took it out for me while everyone get an oxygen ready. They told mom to wait outside, and shut a glass door.

At the front of an emergency room. My mom did not blink. She stared a glass door with tears. She knew...even she didn't want to excepted it, A hard truth..

 ...then every shadow in an emergency room was stopped. No movements. It was 6.14 am. Saturday morning.

Door opened, the doctor gently told mom “ He stopped breathing, We did our best to saved his life. We used oxygen tubes to help him breathing. He is unable to breath by himself.. ‘ Silently my mom cried and told a doctor ‘ Let’s him go … 💔 It was really hard for mom but it is a time..

Mom reached me in an emergency room. She hold me and carried my wobbly body out. She gently told me “ Puddy, we are going home, my darling boy. You come home with me my baby boy “ Her tears are pouring it was hard to believe I was gone for real.

My leg was a mess because of my pee and a few crumbs stuck on my fur. I smelled not nice. Mom told me not to worry about it. When we were home, Mom bathed me, dried me, combed my fur, hugged me, kissed me last time.

Mom couldn’t bury me because it’s all concrete. My garden has a shallow ground. And One good reason …deep down in her heart, she always wants me close to her so it’s going to be cremation. Today is Thai king's mother birthday and it is mother day in Thailand. Not allowed funeral. We will do tomorrow. Mom doesn't mind. We have one more night together.

First photo of Puddy when he first came to my life. When I washed his body and dried him to be ready for his next journey. He left me one of his nail on a floor for me to keep. It's in a tiny container with blue lid.  ~ Boom, Puddy's mom

With an age of 14 years old Tuxedo kitty. I do my best, mom do her best, my VET and nurse did their best but it’s just a time for me to go… Sadly I couldn't make to my 15 years old birthday in this September.... I didn't yet use all my nine lives... It is a time my time ... to say goodbye 💔

Good bye mommy I love you very much
Good bye my friends I love you all
Thanks to be with me till now.

Mom and me are very appreciated all whole heart you gave me.

Lots of love
xox
Puddy boy

Ultrasound & FNAC results

* Again, This post is not for everyone. It's for my sickness records ( August 8, 2023 till Today ) . You guys don't need to read or comments because it's going to be very long long post. Most of stories already has been told in FB. * Comments are off *

Back to the past ...

Before mom and me know what caused fluids in my right lung buildup, All my results ( Bloodwork, X-ray, Fluids samples ) were unclear to tell what was caused. It was very serious because unclear results means a doctor was unable to give me treatments. It could be fatal because my fluids were building up every two days. They have to act quickly to find out.

A VET suspected :

1) FIP : feline infectious peritonitis

2) Heart disease

3) Cancer

4) Minor diseases

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I did ECHO so it was clear I don't have heart disease.

Only FIP and Cancer is a main suspicious. But most of first results put more weight to FIP the most. With a big pictures. Nothing weighted for cancer. It was the less suspicious.

Once it was unclear, I had to do the second test. All was sent to feline pathology again, and I did more X-Ray. ( The second bloodwork and my third fluids aspiration's samples ) 

Then all second results + the forth fluids from lung ( Milky ) cleared up on July 30, 2023  I was diagnosed Chylothorax. New diet ( low-fat ) and my treatments started right away under hospital care. ( Note : I admit to hospital on July 27, 2023 )

Only one test I did not yet do is Ultrasound... 🐾 

Monday night : July 31, 2023 A specialist found a lump above my heart ( right lung ). Mom still thought it was nothing. A specialist advice to do FNAC Fine Needle Aspiration Cytology. Mom agreed. The sample was sent to feline pathology.

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I was back home on August 2, 2023. I looked good. Me and mom started the new normal. ( New Diet & Medicine + No treats. Mom has to monitor my breathing , weight, etc. )

I was doing good. Our positive was up.... 

Then August 4, 2023  The VET ( GP ) rang mom to tell mom my results from FNAC shows I have evil cancer. My mom tears was pouring. That day, I actually looked fine. Only thing my mom concerned was my mushy products.

At the front of an oncologist's room

August 6, 2023 Sunday afternoon, We went to see an oncologist to find out the detail and options of treatments. Before mom saw her. Mom already made up her mind " No operation & No Chemo for me " End up she told mom the results said  " WAS SUGGESTED ". It means " Only suspicious " The oncologist said it was not enough for her to have a conclusion 100 % I has cancer, and no way she can suggest me any cancer treatments "

Me and mom had big smile, We was creaming happily till an oncologists had to give mom a warning " But it doesn't mean he doesn't has cancer ! It's just couldn't be sure by FNA's results. To be 100% we has to see his tissue from his lung which he has to do operation which I am not going to send him to do that. He looks well no other signs to pin yet. " Mom didn't hear her anymore. We was quickly leave a room lol.

Mom asked the hospital to see my doctor to check fluids in my lung. She sent me to do X-ray to see do I have a fluids build-up ? Nop, its no fluids buil-up. It was a great news. Mom and doctor talked about my diet and my medication because my products become semi- liquid in that morning. My doctor stopped antibiotic ( Cafspan 100 mg ), and gave me Synbiotic D-C ) Mom thought she was on top of my symptoms but NOT.

No fluids built-up

A star on my right lung is an area FNAC was performed

After we back home. I ate and I ran straight to my litter. My missile exploded in a tray and spread to a wall. Mom looked at my new artwork then she turned and see my shitty butt and paw. She did wash and dried for me. She hope a new pill will make it better tomorrow to come.

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Monday 7 of August, I still kept going with diarrhea. Mom was not worried just diarrhea but my body temperature was changed too often. According to cleaning after the missile explosion ( + my belly was shaved when I have to do ultrasound. Its easy to feel cold ). The end of Monday she took me to hospital for fast check up ( gum, blood pressure, sample of my poop and my body temperature ) A doctor had a quick chat with mom she put me back to antibiotic but a different one : Marbofloxcin 20 mg. and she reduce my steroid ( prednisolone 5 mg )

August 8, 2023 It was International kitty day. It was my unstable day. Good news my diarrhea stopped, Bad news, I didn't make any products all day long, only pee. My breathing is so fast in the morning. It's almost hit a level mom has to grab me and go to hospital. My face is shaking like the Indian way of shaking face ( means fluids in my lung might be build-up ). Mom weight me again to check. 7.2 kg is exactly the same as the early morning and yesterday. Phew ! it was okay.

We kitties sleep a lot, that's our normal way. Yesterday I was like a human who has a lots of coffee. No sleep for long hours ( During daylight ).

Mom tried to encourage me purrs to heal myself. I avoid her hand to touch my head. Mom thought I was possible in pain or feel dizzy because of pills. She gave me Matatabi powder ( AKA Silvervine powder ) I licked it all. After that I went to sleep.

In the afternoon my breathing was slowing down and back to normal rate at the end of a day. Mom did massage me. I did purrs so she know she got nothing too worried about. Purring is always a good sign.

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Today August 9, 2023 I am good as new even I didn't make a product. My breathing is normal. I eat a lots and drink. I can ran away from medicine. ( I did have it + Omega 3 )

I will see my doctor again on Sunday for check-up.

All Good 🐾

💖 Thanks to you all. it's overwhelming by your love and care 💖

💖 Love you all 💖

xox

Puddy Boy

Causes of Fluids in my right lung

This post is not for everyone. It's my past of what was going on with me. Mom is a forgetful person.. she needs this post as a note to herself which she can access easily. You guys doesn't need to read or comments because it's going to be very long. And most of stories already has been told in FB excepted the last part, what cause of fluids build up in my lungs ( which you can scroll down to the end if you prefer to find out ) 

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Encore 

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Last Monday, me and mom rushed to an animal hospital because I breathed very fast for two days. I started to deny food, treats, drink, pee and poo. An hour before we went to hospital I had labour breathing. My heart's movement look like a big wave in the ocean for surfing. Mom suspected I might have a problem with heart. She took me to this new hospital ' VET4 ' because there has a feline heart specialist. And its not far from my home.

Arrived at the hospital, They took my blood and did X-ray. Blood's results turned out fine but X- ray shows my lung was filled up with fluids ( Full ). 

My normal X-rays are from a previous hospital

when I diagnoses a chronic upper respiration disease  on March 2023

Bottom left is the first X-Ray I reached a hospital,

Bottom Right is the X-ray before a doctor performed my forth fluid aspiration.

All the fluids squeezed my heart till I had a very difficult breathing. A heart specialist asked mom permission to perform fluids aspiration to safe my life. Of course mom said yes.

New things mom learns, They couldn't drain all fluid my right lung in one hit. Once a cat feels a little bit better we don't allowed them to continued. I made my moved. Big furry guy like me ? You bet ! ...So my VET did his best ( mom felts sorry for him a bit ) Got fluids out as much as he could. First time in mom's life in Bangkok. She thinks she finally found a good VET for me. Mom is graceful because a doctor is a big guy he got more chances to drain my fluids than a small doctor. 

Later my results of both bloodwork and fluids shows many possibility... Heart diseases, Cancer, FIP, etc. But all is not enough to pin. what I got. Once they don't know for sure they can't give a treatments. We were back home. I was good in one day, next day was down. I was back to hospital again last Wednesday.

This time, A VET & staffs couldn't perform much ( Fluids aspiration ) because I still have some strength. On Wednesday, they all are small persons and thin built. Only 30 cc. was drained from my body. Everyone knew in their heart my lung still contain lots of fluids they can see no improving of the way I was breathing. But they couldn't force me more. Everyone know sick cat's stress can trigger strokes and heart attacks. They stopped. 

Thursday of July 27, 20233  I was home. My breathing was still fast & furious. I couldn't move normal. Mom made a decision to admit me to A hospital's care that night. She expected the fluids will come back like a wave. 

Friday of July 28, 2023 @ 7.26 am, The hospital reported mom about my respiration by the apps. My respiration counts are a bit fast but not critical. I got no fever, not eat by myself, no drink, pee but poo. Mom drove to see me. She expected to reached a hospital at 10 am ( Visiting Hours ) She worried and miss me. She planed to feed me and make me drink ( I might do it by her ). I was already in an urgent room because my breathing was racing to + 66 counts per a min. A doctor performed fluids aspiration straight away. An amount was better from the second time but it was not all. Same things I made my moved. No one could hold me more. Mom has to wait for an hour because a heart specialist performed Echo with me as well. Mom felt sorry for a lady who brought her cats by appointment. She and her cats have to wait till her doctor has done with me ( urgent ).

A doctor had a good talk with mom explained the fact , whats possible could be and sorry she couldn't pin point it quick enough. According to most results are unclear. ( Fact : The most accurate way to know is...taking a tissue from my lung ( operation ) to test which we are not going to do it ) While they was talking, the latest results from ECHO heart scan arrived and showed I don't have heart disease 100% Now what was left ? it's an evil Cancer & FIP... The sound always put the weights to FIP in some points. Mom has been warned by one doctor. It have to act fast for treatments once they know for 100%. A doctor wants to be sure mom understood because she have to approved them to go every process. ( These days many humans sued a doctor or hospital so they won't act till everything was signed or approved ) 

Saturday of July 29, 2023. Mom went to visit me. I was stable in the morning. A doctor reported my weight was increasing from 7.1 kg - 7.2 kg ( 15.8lb) overnight. A doctor expected a fluids in lung was building up +100 ml but she couldn't be sure because I didn't pee and poo. She kept an eye on me,

A young doctor answered mom about FIP treatments that mom got no idea about it. It's an illegal drugs a hospital does not provided them. Mom has to get them by herself if my results show positive. It's an illegal because FDA still didn't approved. It's a new drug.

That night she did home works about FIP treatments. It's extremely expensive in Thailand. To finish a set of GS. It's about +200,000 Bath for starting.( AU 8740.29, USA 5849.92, EUR 5301.67 ). For 4 kg ( 8.8 lb ) Kitty. I'm 7.2 kg. (15.8 lb)

Yep. FIP is absolutely can broke my mom's bank. Whatever it is my fluid is building up every two days. Too often perform fluids aspiration could take a high risk to have an infection or add up more diseases because of stressful. She just know she have to act fast. She couldn't wait for bloody results to pin. How many tests I have to do till the results will show 100%. No one could tell even the doctors. Don't take mom wrong, she doesn't think it's anybody's false. But fluids in my lung couldn't wait.

What my mom heard about GS is a miracle even some kitties who doesn't have FIP. Three to seven days of treatments you could see an improvement, especially a level of fluids reducing. ( Reminder : there are a few percentage the cat dies right away as well )

Saturday night, Mom turned to be a Tiger's mom after knowing my Ultrasound appointment has been postponed to Monday night. 

She has been told my condition will be treat as soon as they has some results to confirmed the 100%.

All results they got are blur, not clear. Mom's hope is the Ultrasound, it could pin. then I can start my treatment whatever it is

All a sudden, an ultrasound specialist canceled my appointment in the last min. because the public holiday which the people in a whole country knew. We booked him earlier if he knew he will not be available for me he should not accepted to have an appointment with me. That was mom's thought and she was furious while chatting with a hospital on Saturday night. Mom misunderstood. My doctor booked him by his normal schedule. He didn't know. My doctor apologized she just found out as well. Apologized accepted.

Sunday July 30, 2023 The Clear Day

Good start with my one tiny poop and pee. So now a doctor was clear my fluids increasing in lung, not pee or poo. My breathing is okay. I don't drink at all. 

Mom requested a serious talked with s doctor because makes a decision to be on top of my fluids. She wants to know what it could be if she wants to use GS with me even I might not have FIP.  She wants to know where she could get GS, and is it possible to do in hospital. Or she have to hire someone to injected me. Many idiots questions was pouring... A doctor was super polite and kind. She told mom we got a treatments it's a tablet. Same kind of Favipiravir a treatment for COVID19 in human. It's Oral treatment containing GS-441524. It's available to use in animal hospital. One is clear for mom who didn't sleep almost a week...lol

A doctor showed mom a new blood work results which some numbers have changed. The old one indicated I might have FIP 80%, but now NOP ! just high FAT !!!! HIGH CHOLESTORAL !

which cause my lymphatic vessels become damaged, and chyle — a fluid — leaks into nearby... 

Yep, my lung

To confirm I got Pleural effusion caused by Chylothorax 100% 

After my doctor performed fluids aspiration with me.

My fluids is milky ... Fat....FAT...and FAT !!!

Left is my last 3 times fluids : Clear light yellow ( syringes )

Right is my latest fluids in my right lung : Milky : 300 cc.

All I have to do is change my diet. Add more Omega 3

Doctor will give me some medication to eat.

Mom has to keep an eye on my respiration daily/nightly

Mom doesn't tell me yet no more treats.... SUFFER !

That's all I know for now

Please wish me luck, Next two hours

A specialist will perform Ultrasound with me.

we wish nothing bad to be found

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