Time to say good bye 💔

 

If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever.

Love you forever, Puddy..My darling boy

xox

Mommy

August 12, 2023

5.45 am. Mom woke up and saw me not alright. Mom quickly got me in a car. She drove as fast as she could to my animal hospital.

On the way to hospital, I breathed really fast and loud. Mom has never ever heard of this kind of breathing. It was really fast and loud. Mom told me “ Puddy, baby hangs in there, we almost there ! “

We almost reached hospital I got out to pee in the litter tray behind the backseat and I covered it. I always good at that. Do things properly for mom even now it was really hard for me to breathe. I made it to my carrier while mom was driving. My pee actually didn't go into a litter tray but all over my hinge leg. Not for long we reached at hospital.

Mom took a carrier ran inside, told the front it was emergency he couldn’t breathe. The front went to get a doctor and nurses. Mom took me in an emergency room. She put me on a hospital bed she told me “ Puddy you will make it. You are in a good hand now. Okay? ‘ 

My throat full with sticky phlegm. Mom took it out for me while everyone get an oxygen ready. They told mom to wait outside, and shut a glass door.

At the front of an emergency room. My mom did not blink. She stared a glass door with tears. She knew...even she didn't want to excepted it, A hard truth..

 ...then every shadow in an emergency room was stopped. No movements. It was 6.14 am. Saturday morning.

Door opened, the doctor gently told mom “ He stopped breathing, We did our best to saved his life. We used oxygen tubes to help him breathing. He is unable to breath by himself.. ‘ Silently my mom cried and told a doctor ‘ Let’s him go … 💔 It was really hard for mom but it is a time..

Mom reached me in an emergency room. She hold me and carried my wobbly body out. She gently told me “ Puddy, we are going home, my darling boy. You come home with me my baby boy “ Her tears are pouring it was hard to believe I was gone for real.

My leg was a mess because of my pee and a few crumbs stuck on my fur. I smelled not nice. Mom told me not to worry about it. When we were home, Mom bathed me, dried me, combed my fur, hugged me, kissed me last time.

Mom couldn’t bury me because it’s all concrete. My garden has a shallow ground. And One good reason …deep down in her heart, she always wants me close to her so it’s going to be cremation. Today is Thai king's mother birthday and it is mother day in Thailand. Not allowed funeral. We will do tomorrow. Mom doesn't mind. We have one more night together.

First photo of Puddy when he first came to my life. When I washed his body and dried him to be ready for his next journey. He left me one of his nail on a floor for me to keep. It's in a tiny container with blue lid.  ~ Boom, Puddy's mom

With an age of 14 years old Tuxedo kitty. I do my best, mom do her best, my VET and nurse did their best but it’s just a time for me to go… Sadly I couldn't make to my 15 years old birthday in this September.... I didn't yet use all my nine lives... It is a time my time ... to say goodbye 💔

Good bye mommy I love you very much
Good bye my friends I love you all
Thanks to be with me till now.

Mom and me are very appreciated all whole heart you gave me.

Lots of love
xox
Puddy boy